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How can a cross eyed person look you in the eyes ppl always said look look me in the eyes or why don’t you look at me when you’re talking and when I do they look at me weird I hate telling ppl im.ctodsed eyed it’s a feeling I hate to have to have when explaining it because it telle I’m poor and will always be less than I should be behind it it’s altered my world and I’m outside looking at the eye contact ppl and wishing I was part of it I’ve asked am I paying attention I’ve been tolled I’m.not focusing on what I’ve been told I’m not focusing in school because I’m not paying attention I can’t get Arithmetic Understand very well and I struggle with division fractions understanding how to divide and multiply large numbers and I applied myself but was told I didn’t I be staring into space during the lesson Wich ondt true I listen differently because my eyes where looking off not me so I can’t look you or nobody in the eyes and I live in alone isolated in this sad world wishing I could look at ppl.whrn I talk I turn my head without even realizing and it’s uncomfortable to talk to my own children because so they won’t look at me funny when they see my eyes it’s awful it’s a curse because I am a happy person full of good advice to bring out the best in ppl but I will never know how to bring that to 85% of the ppl who I speak with in person
How does this feel How wud you feel if this happened to you I have a handicap and I get no support for it am broke on government assistance for not making eye contact I’m not to give the best reason for my poverty I can’t be trusted by most employers cus you need to have eye contact for interviews My love interests feel I’m.Not being Honest or always Lying and friends think I’m backstabbing and question my friendship or don’t have me In the top list of friend’s to invite to t patties or even invite me on group outings I’m always the lady to be notified last the after.thought ,because I have poor communication skills I have a birth defect and don’t look ppl in their eyes